Thursday, February 21, 2008

i promised myself

to discontinue hatred & start loving unconditionally. I promised myself to stop complaining and laugh off all my flaws in life. Most importantly, I promised myself to break away from all my doubts & live my life to the fullest.

But why do i feel like im fighting against something invisible? Is it because i keep reciting these things in my head, & not actually putting them into action? or is it cause i'm not worthy of something i'm trying to aim at? why do i feel like im stuck in a hole i can't ever get out of.. but whatever it is i'm running toward to, i hope i can build up a little bit of confidence and assurance. because by the end of the day, all i want is to be accepted.